Birthday Month

"Is this amusia, aphasia, agraphia, alexia, aboulia? It is life."

Lawrence Durrell "The Black Book".



May is my Birthday month, I'm a Taurus sign and 1976 is the year the Fire Dragons, whatever that all represents but it's a bit of fun isn't it? I think it has been about two weeks since I Blogged and was actually experiencing a surge of creativity from having given the Fuckery a rest. All of sudden I was punning to myself in the shower which hasn't happened for about six months now, not that punning in the shower is a great feat of creativity but what it demonstrates is the mind re-awakening to other ideas rather then what to Blog about that night. I have of course been keeping my other Blogs up-to-date but that is because they are easier to maintain, the subject matter being more perfunctory.

Another mental occurrence whilst having been absent from Blogging, especially with where I was going with Fuckeries is that while reading Durrell's "The Black Book" I suddenly began again understanding what he was getting at through his writing, which if you spend a lot of time just out-putting stuff you tend to cease allowing other things to soak in. I can't remember exactly what I was experiencing as I read it but this may be due to the large quantities of wine I manage to get through every week.

So what has been happening? Well, a few bits of interesting physical scenarios have taken place, the primary being escorting two friends to a Swinger's Party for their first introduction to the scene of Swinging. None of them Swung but instead absorbed the atmosphere. I have a Blog post about that coming up. I also have a Blog post about a rather non-sexual run in with a Street Worker who reminded me of Freya from Eric the Viking, and some literal titillation to be had in the front yard of a neighbor's house - but these all deserve their own posts I suppose.

Mood wise I have still been up and down, I suppose one can never really shake off the frets of anxiety and the pangs of depression that persuade the mind to cast a rich syrup of blackness over everything.

For my Birthday I have decided to have a party for the first time in donkey's ears (That error quite purposeful) and because I quite dislike organising parties, I came up with the idea of holding it at Attractions, the big erotic ball, that way I could naturally expect the people I invite not to attend. Clever yes? Weird logic though I know but it makes complete sense to me.

Anyway, I wont be updating too regularly as I have to commit to my writing routine however choppy it can sometimes be. I haven't been reading many Blogs also, and this has been purposeful to devote some time to watching movies and reading my book.

I must adjourn now to the slumber room where upon putting my head down on the pillow I shall attempt to engage in some form of whimsical dream that will comfort me until I can get my hands on the Espresso pot in the morning.